I am writing, as promised, to share about the Saturn Returns process. As we gear up for our shoot in June I’ve been learning so much!
A few weeks ago I wrote about the concept of “It Takes a Village” to make a movie like this one. Well, today I want to share one of the places that concept led me to and the wonderful lesson I learned.
In the spirit of “It Takes a Village” I’ve literally met hundreds of people who I’ve shared the film with. And by meet I mean actually sit down and have a meeting. It would be tempting sometimes, as I talked about in the last blog, to get frustrated and feel like “if only I can do my art!”
But, once I embraced the concept that building the village is as much a part of the creative process as the director’s prep, some wonderful things really opened up for me. Here’s one of them…
I was introduced to the amazing Kelly Clark. If you’re a Mammoth-lover or Mammoth-local, you know that she is the most successful snowboarder, man or woman, of all time. She won her first Olympic medal, the gold, in Salt Lake in 2002. Now, 12 years later, she is still the one to beat. She’s the only woman who can throw a 1080 (3 turns in the air) in competition. She came in 4th in Torino, bronze medaled in Vancouver, and then competed in Sochi. I’ve been fortunate enough to become friends with her and we had a terrific conversation a few weeks after she came back from Sochi.
If you didn’t watch the half-pipe competition, here’s what you have to know; the conditions in the pipe were terrible. The weather was really warm and the organizers couldn’t keep the pipe frozen. It kept melting and then refreezing when they put chemicals on it. The result was a combination of slush, ice and lots of bumps.
I’m not a snowboarder, but as Kelly told me, when you ride down and then up the pipe, you have to “carry a lot of speed” to be able to do the tricks. If you don’t go fast enough, you can’t throw tricks. If the conditions are bumpy and irregular it slows you down. Also, if you land on a bumpy wall, you are a lot more likely to fall then if you land on a smooth wall.
So, with all this knowledge, here’s what Kelly shared with me. She fell five times before her last finals run. She fell every single training run. She fell in a qualifying run. She fell in her first of two finals runs.
She also told me that she almost never falls. By way of comparison, the week after the Olympics she competed in another event and didn’t fall the entire week. She barely put her hand down once in 15 runs. This gives you an idea how bad the situation at Sochi was.
And here’s what I heard her share. She kept getting back up. Even after her first finals run, she fell and she got back up. On the world’s biggest stage, in primetime, with more then 3 billion people watching, she fell… and she got back up. And then she won a bronze medal.
I saw her a few weeks ago and got to talk to her some more and hold her medal. She said that this medal was the most special of all the medals that she’s ever won because of how hard it was to win it.
I was incredibly inspired by Kelly’s story for a couple of reasons. First, we hear all about how getting to the Olympics and competing on the world stage with the best of the best involves sacrifice and hard work. But, when I heard the details of what Kelly went through I really heard something I’d never heard before. The sacrifice and hard work involve not just runs in the pipe, workouts and travel away from your family. The sacrifice I saw was the sacrifice of ego. The sacrifice of the easy way out. The sacrifice of feeling good.
She kept getting back up on the board and riding down the pipe, fully aware that she might totally bite the dust, look stupid and fail in front of 3 billion people.
And here’s what Kelly’s story has in common with making a film. I can’t say that I’ve fallen 5 times at the Olympics, but I can say that I’ve been rejected by hundreds if not thousands of people in the five years I’ve been working on Saturn Returns. I’ve gone to meeting after meeting and been told no. I’ve been told yes and then no. I’ve had people tell me yes for three years or even five years and then tell me no. I’ve had people question my sanity, my creativity, my judgement, and more. In short, I’ve bitten the dust, looked stupid and failed.
Turns out the keys to getting a movie made and winning an Olympic medal aren’t so different. You can’t win if you don’t get back up and ride again.
By embracing the it-takes-a-village concept, I got to hear Kelly’s story and get inspired to get back up and keep going another day. And now I get to share it with you.
I hope it inspires you, too, to keep going even when you fall repeatedly.